the longer i lay here
something i struggle with. accepting God's love. intellectually i know God loves me, i know he will always love me, and i know his love knows no limits. but i guess i feel like i always want to feel love. it reminds me of that Robbie Williams song that Rob Whittaker had us listen to at Capernwray. i know i won't always feel that love and i can't always feel that love, but that it's always there. i don't think there's some big spiritual thing i'm missing, or not doing, or just not thinking about. it was easy for me to accept God's love when i first realized that he loved me. then i screwed up, and it's much harder the second time around. i don't doubt Got's love, i just don't feel it. i don't think i always have to feel it though like i said, and maybe God doesn't want me to feel it right now. feelings are fleeting anyway. mmmm anyway i suppose it's just something God is trying to teach me and when i figure out how to listen i'll learn.
Robbie Williams - Feel
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Robbie Williams - Feel
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posted by Twenty4Fifty at 2:03 PM
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feel your pain in the struggle. i'm there too. praying for you always.
I love that song... so good.. Glad your reading Blue Like Jazz. I thought his "Searching for God Knows What" was better though a little deeper, a different focus... anyway.. enjoy.
byeee, Grace
p.s. This si not my blog, it is my sisters I do not have a blog so she is kindly letting me use hers.
hi tape room bud: i ditto you on alot of that stuff.
good too see you on the internet :)we always bonded over computers, didnt we? pinball ...and ping pong, i guess.
hey andrew
accepting God's love was what i struggled with all of winter school. and accepting His forgiveness as well. so i know what's it's like. somehow 10 day outreach in scotland changed everything for me. i think it was actually be used by God, something i didn't think was possible.
i read blue like jazz-amazing. Donald Miller had some amazing things to say.
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